Im so wrapped up in these books. in these movies. in these shows. Im losing my sense of reality. My mood is changing more quickly than it normally does. They're all taking over. I really have no desire to do anything but go to work and sit in my room for the rest of the time getting lost in these fantasies, and in other peoples lives. Im merely watching time flying by. Im waiting. I couldn't necessarily say what im waiting for because even I am not aware. There is something worth waiting for though. Its coming. Its on its way. I still have a while to wait though. Hope is not yet lost at this point, and thats what matters.